- this week it's all about Micha, who's 6 months old, hurray! -
I've always seen myself as a girls mama.
Whenever I imagined life with a baby it would be with a little girl.
She'd have my blue eyes and fair skin and her papa's dark brown, almost black, hair.
I would dress her up in the cutest little dresses.
Her name would be beautiful and feminine and sophisticated.
I couldn't wait for her to happen.
We waited and prayed and went to hospitals and clinics for almost four years, and then, on a November day in 2011, it finally happened. We were expecting a baby.
But from the very first moment I had a feeling, you can call it a mothers instinct or just a guess, but I knew with my whole being that I wasn't carrying a baby girl.
This baby would not be a daughter but our son, and I was so excited.
All the dreams of pink and ruffles were swept aside and in their place came thoughts and visions of our son.
And his name would be Micha.
We agreed on that almost instantly.
It was like we didn't even have a choice,
that was his name, and that's what we would call him.
His name means 'Who is like God?' And it is so right and fitting for our situation.
The doctors and specialists could only do so much to help us conceive a child, and we are so grateful for their knowledge and help, but they couldn't give us life.
Only God could give us what we longed for, and he did. There is none like Him!
We experienced first hand how great and powerful our God is.
My prayer for Micha is that he may experience it in his life as well. I pray that his name will not only be just that, a name, but will be a constant reminder to him and to us that he has a great God who loves him so much!
And that little girl? She's so very welcome, if and whenever she decides to come. And her name will have a great meaning as well. I'm sure of that!
Love, Maria
p.s. If you have kids, what are their names? Do they have a special meaning?
Linking up with Casey
Beautiful Post! Have a nice weekend celebrating Michas first half year! xxxnoni
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DeleteI love that picture! I always thought I would have a girl first as well but now having a boy first then a daughter, I really do think it's the best. She (like I did) will always have an older brother to look out for her, and he will always have a younger sister who looks up to him.
ReplyDeleteThat's so true! I really hope Micha gets to be a big brother some day!
DeleteHappy 6 months, Micha! What a sweet post that you will be able to share with your son someday. Our Josephine is named for several women in my family and my husband's family. And her middle name, well that really doesn't have a sweet story behind it. I wanted an equally old fashioned name to go with Josephine, so searched the internet for "old lady baby names" and that is how we found Faye :)
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Erin
Thank you! I love, love, love the name Josephine!! And Faye goes so perfectly with Josephine!
Deleteso special - love the name Micha xo
ReplyDeleteThanks, Lyd!!
DeleteI love this!!! So good. I always imagined myself with girls too! Because I'm a girly girl! So that makes sense. But I have TWO boys. Oh my! I wouldn't trade them for ANYTHING. Isaiah & Judah. They are my heart.
ReplyDeleteThat's why I imagined myself with girls too! I love the names Isaiah and Judah!
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